Rachel Jeantel Rammellzee and the Art of Being an Equation

I offset encountered Rammellzee as a photo in a chic creative person's loft — the new kind of artist's loft, built correct next to the sometime kind, a big silver water ice cube rising upwards over aging industrial stock. The building gleamed in the sun and was covered in balconies and sweeping banks of windows with excellent views of the nearby park. Whenever I visited the loft I stood out on the balcony to sentinel the people beneath and bask the cakewalk. A few months before, I'd moved to New York from Minneapolis to become a writer and in the meantime had gotten a job cleaning upscale apartments. The work had some perks; the nigh immediate — also balconies and artisanal snacks in the pantry — involved anthropological intrigue. I spent a lot of fourth dimension wondering at my clients' stuff.

In the photo, Rammellzee wears a large cloak trimmed in leopard impress, a stack of '80s-future sunglasses, chunky necklaces, possibly African print material, a samurai-looking belt, a fuzzy animal tail, ear muffs, and a sword. He was hung on a stainless steel fridge in a granite-countered kitchen that opened out onto a living room filled with diddled glass vases, state-of-the-art stereo equipment, modular suede furniture, limited edition prints, and intelligently lowbrow knick-knacks. The artist who lived here was famous for her colorful, collage-like paintings and kept her apartment like a catalog-ready version of that. Every week I came to fluff the pillows and add together a layer of smooth.

After a few weeks of cleaning the painter's identify, I got curious enough about Rammellzee to wait him up. I plant out that he was a New York graffiti writer-turned-performance creative person who'd produced a sprawling trunk of piece of work nearly a fictional war to wrest control of the alphabet from the generalized powers-that-be. In his invented universe, graffiti writers were the war'south vanguard and had inherited the mission from Gothic monks. Rammellzee spent his life producing bricolaged canvases, costumes, figurines, plays, raps, and manifestos to tape the history of this writer's state of war and the philosophies that blithe it. He favored mathy science puns, had an MC'due south rolling wit, and was fond of issuing pronouncements similar the uni cannot verse itself and the nation is an integer.

By all accounts, Rammellzee was a disorienting presence to encounter. He wore costumes for most public appearances, slid in and out of personas from his writer's war without alarm, and introduced himself as an equation (stylized accordingly with sigmas: RAMM:ΣLL:ZΣΣ) to everyone he met. Officially, he was a office: a specialized equation you could feed inputs to receive articulate, plottable outputs. Rammellzee encouraged people to care for his work every bit such, lacing it with elemental figures like NECESxSIT=IES and a mock-edifying professorial tone. His fans played along. Rammellzee is on purpose . . . [t]he Magic Scriptulator was Bootsy Collins' appraisal. Jim Jarmusch swore you could talk to [him] for xx minutes and your whole life could change.

People liked the idea that, from somewhere within the weirdness, Rammellzee was summing up something big and important. So if, in the midst of the scrubbing, I followed my curiosity about Rammellzee as though he knew the secrets of the city in which I'd just landed, I had a whole tradition that came before me. Who were we? Nosotros believed in the functionality of weirdness. Nosotros were in demand of a flake of edification.

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The painter'due south wasn't the only one; my job meant I spent a lot of time in the city'due south chicest, airiest lofts. The buildings were sought-after and e'er proliferating. Inside, though, their built-in shelving units scratched hands and staticked back dust the instant my rag left them. And their geometric drain covers caught thick skeins of hair and clogged more often than non. And their hi-gloss cabinets stubbornly collected fingerprints, and their stone tiles sprouted mildew at chilling-prodigious rates.

There was one flat I cleaned, in a shimmering glass egg of a building, that seemed to exemplify the problem. The apartment's entire west-facing wall — and a skilful chunk of the south-facing 1 — was made of windows that gaped out at the street-scene below. They were inexpensive, though, or the loft poorly ventilated, or some other structural thing had gone amiss, because every morning without fail they produced buckets of condensation. Information technology gathered in fat chaplet beyond the glass like feverish sweat. When the beads bankrupt they ran downward the windows, leaving pools of water on the metallic sills and floor. I'd wipe them upwardly only to accept them reappear one-half an hr later, at which point I'd do it again, and then over again, triaging with soggy rags ad nauseam until information technology was time to get dwelling.

Rammellzee had different names for the enemy he was fighting, but the lightdwellers was a favorite. In the world of the writer's state of war, the term referenced a generic societal elite that ran things aboveground while graffiti writers spray-painted subway tunnels in protest beneath. Lightdwellers could also exist deployed in a targeted way to evoke authorities people or white people or religious people or art people handing down judgment from within white-walled galleries. Depending on the moment, Rammellzee might say lightdwellers and mean one or two and a half of them, or some other enemy that had temporarily drifted into his crosshairs. Information technology was a handily elastic piece of linguistic communication.

The lofts tin practice a similar job for a certain kind of New Yorker; ditto for condos. When deployed correctly and in the right company, they neatly abridge the consequences of decades of urban revitalization initiatives — from corporate revenue enhancement breaks to rise rents to cleaved-windows policing — with a distinct note of disapproval. When deployed correctly and in the right company, you lot don't need much more to go your point across. I went to protestation a programme to convert a Brooklyn hospital to luxury condos and saw a woman carrying a grey sign shaped similar a tombstone, painted with dripping reddish letters that read, with perfect concision, Condos rising, Brooklyn dies.

I soon realized I'd missed the urban center I'd tried to move to — the pulsing cultural vanguard — past at least xx years. I saw information technology eulogized neatly in a headline occasioned by the release of a new volume of photography: A Place That Can't Be Once more. The book chronicles a famous pop star's early on punk years, which were also Rammellzee'south early hip-hop years, the 2 of which overlapped with other activist and intellectual circles in the alchemy of the '80s downtown art scene. The volume is filled with images of cheap rents and ferocious young people and the general air of creative hope. It's an easy era to romanticize, and the artifact costs $55.

I am suspicious of cheap nostalgia, of what it warps and omits. I'k fifty-fifty more suspicious of the people who never entertain it, and I met them every twenty-four hours. One nighttime, on a blind date with an architect, I launched into a tumbling complaint nigh the lofts and the things they were killing and he cut it off quick, similar he'd heard it all too many times before. History was filled with the stories of neighborhoods turning, he lectured indulgently, and the nature of cities was to change. This was inevitable stuff. I was a sweetness naïf.

T+R=ASH

Rammellzee as well called himself the Garbage God, an obvious enough nickname since all his art was made of it. For decades, he lived in a cavernous erstwhile warehouse dubbed the Battle Station and filled it with appliance knobs, plastic darts, toy vampire teeth, and assorted other junk that sooner or later establish its way into his work. He scavenged eccentrics, like Gary Johnson, a toymaker and eventual collaborator, whom he discovered one mean solar day ripping up flowers in a landscaped bed near the Battle Station. He collected stray ideas from physics texts, samurai imagery, hip-hop cadences, and 5 Percenter teachings. And he claimed Gothic monks every bit forebears because the brambling letters in their illuminated manuscripts reminded him of wildstyle.

He stitched everything together with obsessive, impressive coherence. Carlo McCormick remarked on the seamlessness of [the] conceptual invention beneath the patchworked veneer; Henry Chalfant judged Rammellzee's work, while otherworldly, as nonetheless rigorously elaborated. According to Rammellzee'due south wife Carmela, the garbage caches were always advisedly organized and indexed for futurity use. He had a place for everything and nothing slipped through the cracks.

This strikes me as the garbage picker'south outset and toughest battle: maintaining a sense of logic in the face of dirt and chaos. At my workplace, though, the trash was uncannily swell and consistent. At that place was a lot of it but it all shared a lightly-used sameness: the unworn pigeon grey tights matched the virtually-total bottle of salon shampoo matched the extra wireless keyboard. It was every bit though I'd been tasked with excavating the artifacts of some clan of post-garbage citizens who had consumed themselves past the bespeak of ugliness and entropy. Even their waste material was pretty and orderly. And however it was camouflaged meticulously in garbage drawers, perfumed bags, sleek silver cans, and hidden trash chutes. And still it was my hands that were responsible for making information technology disappear.

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I spent a lot of time thinking nigh what made the lofts desirable. Most of the time I imagined it as a sort of turbo-newness that promised a world without a hint of what came before, but I met a guy on the railroad train who made me rethink that formulation. The guy worked construction and often found himself on jobs putting up luxury loft buildings, which, he confirmed, were often rushed to shoddy completion. I told him I cleaned those spaces and nosotros rapidly fell into winking loft shorthand: steel granite glass bamboo brushed metal exposed brick, the final one an especially ubiquitous feature of our workplace. He shook his caput. Why did people dear raggedy old brick? Especially white girls, he laughed hammily, they see a brick and information technology's over! And then, after a beat: No crime. He told me he was married only guessed some guy with a predilection for white girls could make that work for himself. I imagined that guy on the corner, waving a brick in the air, white girls pulling each other downwards by the ponytail to go at him, and giggled. The train screeched to his end. You lot accept intendance, he said.

A few months subsequently I arrived, a new friend invited me to consume dinner at Meredith Monk's loft. I looked up Meredith Monk and was pleased to encounter I'd been invited to the former artist loft of a composer known for her textured acapella layered over odd lyric films. My friend had a friend who worked as Monk's assistant and was taking advantage of a night with the boss out of town. I couldn't exist more enthusiastic about this, she gushed by email. Information technology'south like a tidal wave of desire when I call back of that big dirty loft in Tribeca. We showed up to a behemothic space with peeling pigment and raw brick and rickety stuffed bookshelves and small clutters of flags and gifts and plants and a dusty m piano and notation cards tacked effectually in various stages of thought. Things were shimmed and patched and the rescued wood chairs were decidedly uncomfortable. Yet we raided bottles of herbs sticky with last decade's oil to make lumpy pizzas and dreamed of lives lived inside a space like hers. What was so desirable virtually it? Something to do with making one's home honestly inside time and history. Something nigh being familiar with the concrete grapheme of decay.

The Battle Station used to be just downwards the street from Monk's place. Rammellzee was evicted shortly earlier he died in 2010 after squatting for about of the twenty-some years he lived there. Presumably, the landlord got sick of not profiting from Tribeca'due south skyrocketing rents. So Rammellzee pulled the canvasses off his own peeling paint and brick, packed kimonos and trinkets and toys into boxes — coffins, he told the writer Dave Tompkins — and took upwards residence at a brand new edifice in Battery City, his consolation prize the big private garbage room filled with his wealthy new neighbors' trash. And Tribeca filled up with the new lofts that quoted the sometime in small, riskless bits.

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When Rammellzee died, two years before I arrived, galleries and museums lined upwards for the right to show pieces from his estate. The resulting exhibits claimed him every bit the kind of lovable weirdo only New York could produce, conveniently neglecting the fact that at centre his body of piece of work was one long declaration of war on the city and its elite. When he was alive, Rammellzee experienced the fine art world's attention ambivalently. He sold work to big name museums and had gallery representation. He traveled to Japan, Italia, and The netherlands for performances. In a certain mood, he relished ticking off his prestigious shows and name-dropping the famous people he'd met.

In another sort of mood, he observed it all darkly. Graffiti is a word, he told a 149^th Street blogger, that society placed on people it did not possibly empathize. Before we could grow up and make our ain determination of what technique or iconic statement nosotros were doing, they decided . . . to call united states of america scribble, scrabble artists. He mourned what his budding culture might have become too an entré into some downtown gallery.

One twenty-four hours at work in Chelsea — at a giant boutique loft on a block total of warehouses-turned-galleries — the fashionable lady of the business firm pointed out a room-spanning window to a edifice going up a few blocks away. When completed it was going to obstruct the views of the multi-one thousand thousand dollar condos side by side door. Her eyes tracked a crane hoisting metal beams to a floor several hundred anxiety above u.s.a.. She grinned conspiratorially. She and her married man — successful illustrator and way photographer, respectively — had gotten into the neighborhood early, before it had gotten so expensive. I watched the crane for a while, also, and the beams wobbling ever so slightly, so grunted and took a vacuum to their white cowhide rugs.

This was absurd, of course. The woman whose toilet I had simply cleaned was asking me to help her lampoon rich people. I was briefly pissed. The anger passed quickly enough, though, considering in the stop I liked the illustrator. She'd discovered I was a writer soon after I started working at her apartment, and we'd clocked good hours talking near all things creative: books of short stories, music documentaries, ideas for drawings, shows being mounted at the gallery around the corner. We weren't friends, merely nosotros were friendly, which made me recollect her bit of commentary had been more than a misrecognition of class departure. Information technology was besides a hypothesis about 1 of our favorite topics of conversation. Every bit though artful sophistication equaled an oppositional ethics. As though liking art was the same as fighting the proficient fight. She'd looked to me to confirm it.

Of course, in the almost basic sense, the chat was about guilt. She was asking me if she was implicated in the changes happening around u.s.a.. She saw the lofts going up and could imagine plainly enough what came next — the displacement of whole swaths of poorer (probably blackness or dark-brown) New Yorkers, the streets remade for bland luxury lifestyles — and wasn't sure she wanted it done in her proper noun. But on some level it was, and she was casting around for something that could make her feel innocent.

These conversations — or not-conversations — happen all the fourth dimension in gentrifying New York. People claim all sorts of affinities to deflect guilty feelings: a special love for the local, a theoretical commitment to equality, a cold intellectual objectivity, and on and on. In that location are special ironies to choosing art, though, at a moment in which arts corridor designations are a favorite revitalization flim-flam, public art projects constitute a commonsense clean-up strategy, fine art consumption has become a popular edifying pastime, and the presence of artists in a neighborhood is treated equally outset-footstep gentrification fodder. There are special ironies to choosing art as the late-uppercase art machine does a better and improve job of claiming oppositional voices equally its ain, more than and more efficiently absorbing the style of the Rammellzees with none of the fight.

This is 1 way to talk virtually the function of Rammellzee'due south weirdness. In a city that prides itself on the cultural output of its misfits while cannibalizing their lives for turn a profit, weirdness is a way of simultaneously critiquing information technology and protecting oneself. Rammellzee punned, obstructed, misdirected, and maintained outright silences and did so, like Bootsy Collins said, on purpose. He chosen the label graffiti a curse and avant-garde veiled arguments about both cultural appropriation and the potentially more expansive purpose of fine art in the lives of its practitioners. He insisted he was a Gothic Futurist not, as many critics called him, an Afrofuturist, and gave himself a space ambiguous plenty to limited a racial politics that didn't make and own him. He practiced careful personal discretion, saving facts as basic as his birth name for himself and those who knew him well. He lived the hypothesis that, as he in one case lectured Dave Tompkins, [t]oo much information in the room is bad policy.

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As he got older, Rammellzee became a recluse, squirreling himself away at the Battle Station then in Bombardment City to work on his art and wage his war. Occasionally he left home to do a prove or an interview. I watched a video of one such excursion, a webcast interview with Rokafella, the noted breakdancer. The talk began innocuously enough just soon, in response to a question well-nigh his latest work, Rammellzee was talking well-nigh the letter alpha and Egyptologies and the Indo-Germanic language tree and Rokafella lost the thread. Are nosotros gonna be able to empathize this, she asked, or are we gonna exist like AHHH?!

A abrupt look — at once irritated, tired, and lonely — flashed across Rammellzee's confront. Well, look at the front of the dictionary, he admonished her, you will come across at that place's an Indo-Germanic language tree — adding, in an explanation of stakes, information technology all came from wars.. They kept not connecting for a few minutes before Rammellzee excused himself with a clipped I am out. He fabricated for the door and was gone. For all that weirdness and euphemism could provide, it wrought this alienation, too.

Rachel Khaadzi Ghansah writes about Rammellzee just briefly in an essay that is outset and foremost about Trayvon Martin's friend Rachel Jeantel. The essay tracks the contempt shown Jeantel during George Zimmerman's trial and an expressive tradition Ghansah calls the art of being young, black, and incomprehensible. In her mind Rammellzee'due south weirdness is non simply evidently on purpose, information technology's meant to exist in chat with the real world. It'south meant to matter. This is, incidentally, one style to talk about Rammellzee'due south reliance on the equation metaphors: it was a way to claim legitimacy, relevance, and real-globe import.

Before settling into life as an artist and an equation, Rammellzee tested a handful of other career paths: gunkhole repair, dentistry, and fashion design. He told writers at the magazine ego trip that he would have been happy to keep repairing boats. You work with good people, you're pond, and you lot're getting exercise and you're fucking with sharks, he said — past which I think he meant it might have been nice to lead a uncomplicated, scrutable life. But yous come up into the metropolis, he shrugged, because they demand you.

On the first anniversary of my arrival, I paid a visit to the site of the Boxing Station, expecting to meet it torn downwards in favor of a big new building. But it was still iii stories of older-looking brick, albeit now fitted with ornamental balconies and painted a fresh jazzy red. I approached the door and rang the bell to his old apartment. After a moment a woman answered and I pled my case. She listened and responded politely that I couldn't come upstairs. The building's been gutted since then, she said.

I boarded the train thinking near dripping grey tombstones and and so, calming, what sort of activity might lie beyond. I was glad to accept visited to the Battle Station and glad enough to accept been rebuffed. I watched my young man passengers, vulnerable at the finish of their days, rubbing eyes and temples and rustling grocery bags for a meal long past due. The train hurtled through the dark tunnel towards home.

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